I have yet to finish much homework that is due. I have a final exam that i need to finish, review my theorys for King Louis XVI, Prepare for the Career expo on Friday, outline my ethnography about underarm hair, begin my SCI report for Com and the personal profile, study my Hawaiian, and im supposed to work at Patti's  this week, but I have no time for it. On friday i want to get a new liscense at the DMV, and go do something with holly for my Birthday. There is just so much stuff, besides the whole "drama" stuff going on at home, that need to get done. I dont think i can do it all.

My friends at school are all busy and Spirit club is just getting rediculous. Too many obligations. I have no saturdays for ME.  one always needs ME time. im thinking of getting a manacure. Yeah i should treat myself, but i dont want to go to the one by my school. it looks so nasty. Im  hungary and lazy now. i dont want to do any work.  I know that iImust......so push on, I will and learn to deal with the pressure. In a few weeks, this will all be over and then i can get back to staying on track.

Its not like anyone reads this blog anyway..so whatever, its just good therapy for me. i guess. HUm Hum....dil de chuke sa am...hahaha

wish me luck.. and a happy 21st  birthday...its tomorrow anyway.

i ve returned  to HPU  and have begun m y spring semester there. I am taking a Hawaiian language course and i also am taking a journalism class which is super duper easy. I have never been the type to write long entries on a regular schedual, but check my myspace out....Heyza Monkey.. or Heather Hoins. what ever. It is the middle of the week and i have only to type up the rest of my polysci homework that Holly has finished for me.. He hehehehehe, such bad  juju. I am hungary and i have only two dollars for the rest of the week. Luckily, i have a babysitting job on Saturday from 7:30 am to 5:30 pm. The little kid i baby sit is so cute, but spoiled. His name is Renin. like the word 'rain'in' yeah. that's what i said. Anyway, mom has been getting on my case and all of her friends like to give her advice on how to raise us. i mean they keep telling her all these things, like how i have changed so much since Holly has been back, and how she should start to charge us rent for living with her. I mean, gosh. I understand the need for money since my dad is not giving child support any more, but i think she should do what is right for her. No one really understands the relationship between Holly and Mom and Me, but it is one that is delicate and needs to be taken care of and not put on display for others to advise about. I mean if Mom really wants us out of the house or paying rent or other things like that, she should have no problem in letting me find a job, because i have no way of getting money to pay her.

I do know that i have a job at HPU, by being an active member in the "shark y Squad" I am paying for half of my tuition. that is a Job, but i would like to have some real-paper, money to by food, lunch, clothes, and even RENT if she wants. i don't want to have to keep asking her for allowance and money to cover my checking when i spend too much.

Well that's all that i have time to say, and i am really hungary, so i will look for something to eat and call da hodeysan to see if she is asleep or not, or if mom has gone to da meeting at BIG CITY DINNER"..

TTFN

Bad JuJu!

well, there is a mouse in the house
and its starting to smell
i tried to catch it
but we might have to sell

this old house to get the mouse
out of the A.C.
and into the trash-

can we make that smell go away?
I think i may deal with this
another way, to get him out would be...
to unscrew the top and wait...
but look, see, that little mouse is
right where he should be...
sitting out in the rain
slowly dying in pain.

Oh that poor little mouse...
But I'm sure glad
he's out of the House!

"the lost entry"

I can't believe that I haven't entered anything in over 6 months! wow! Either I am really busy...or I just don't like to type...cause goodness knows that I have alot of stuff going on.

What to say...well i have my drivers license and I have been driving for over 4 months. My new fone is still with me. I put my application in for Baskin Robins the other day and hopefully i will be able to get a job, but for now i have some babysitting work occationally. we did some work on the house and the back yard, but like always it still looks the same. it seems that whatever we do to the house...it just morphs back into what it used to look like. oh well, what can you do.

Hawaii has a new record for rainfall this year, 48 days of straight rain-non-stop, with constant flooding and such. Here is a nice story. It was on Thursday of last week. As usual we were out with grandma after her show for lunch and we all decided to go to Kahala Mall, but as some of you may know, the rain was turmendous that day; with thunder and lighting driving was really scary...*mommy*...well anyway, We all had our typical ceasar salad, soup and Santa Fe chicken pizza...which was extrememly yummy that day....and later walked around the mall. We got pretzals and starbucks, new clothes for sophia, and grandma went on a shopping spree at Cotton Cargo/Calista. welll we were going to leave, so we had to load grandmas's car with her 6 bags of stuff she had bought..and because it was raining..i was sent to do the job. Well, let me tell you that it was no easy task. With harsh wind and cold rain..i got soaked all along my *backside*...cooold buuurrr...so as i was loading the car we all ran into this guy, "carpet cleaner Springer" as he is more known as. And if there is one person you dont want to meet in your entire life, its this guy..he just wouldnt shut-up..yap yaping away while i was trying to find grandmas car, while holding my unbrella trying not to get her stuff too wet. so he finnally left and i got the stuff in the car..and needless to say i looked like a wet dog..but i dont think that i smelled like one!

So the point of this lovely story is that we were at Kahala Mall the night that it flooded! and we had barley got out of there before it had happened. Ok i think i wrote enought to last another 6 months..

For now...